So I'm moving back to Portland at the end of this month. There are several reasons for this, but the big reason is I'm in love with a boy and I just can't stand living in Post Falls when he lives in Portland. Seeing him every two to three weeks is just not good enough anymore. I need to see him regularly. I need us to be a normal couple before I go insane. When I went back to Oregon for Spring break I fell in love with that place all over again. It is my home, it always will be. I'm tired of running away from that. I came to Post Falls to run away from my past, but mostly just so that I could heal in a neutral place where I could do it on my own time. I feel like I have done that. I still miss Brad and Allison more than anything, but now thinking about them doesn't put me into an instant depression. I can smile and laugh about all the amazing memories I have with them. I'm extremely excited for this new chapter in my life. I'm excited about being in love with such a wonderful guy. I'm just flat out excited!
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